Too many things to love

Right now I am LOVING:

Having this picture as my desktop for the month of April



Taking naps in the sun at the park.

The awesome amounts of fun I'm having with these two.


How completely successful dress shopping with Amanda and Joyce was yesterday. I'm sure pics will follow.

Spending time with this one.



Scooter!



I try to keep in mind how wonderful my life is, but on weeks like the one I've just had it just hits me like a wave. I am surrounded by amazing people that I love, I have a great job, I have food to eat, and I laugh a LOT more than I cry.



I guess I still love life.

I chose Lagoon. In the coming months we'll see how much that decision effects everything else in my life.

The first thing it changes: No road trip. In fact...no graduation trip at all until at least Sep. Sigh...the cost of being employed.

Ugh...Choices.

I get hounded for months about not having a job for the summer and am so annoyed, but part of me thinks I like that better than having to make the difficult decision of which job offer to accept.

West Virginia Theatre or Lagoon

The list of Pro's and Con's is extensive. The fact that I have to decide by tomorrow makes it even more stressful.

Should I go to West Virginia where I'll get paid less but have lots more fun and it will look great on my resume? Or should I take the job at Lagoon and be able to attend my college graduation, get paid more, and stick around Utah for the summer? What is important to me? What do I want? Where and who do I want to be at the end of the summer? I think my brain is going to explode.

At the end of the day though, I have 2 job offers to be a Stage Manager this summer. Maybe I'm not getting a "real job like everyone else did," but I'm surviving in this industry, so take that.

I just spent the past two hours trying to change the theme on my phone. I failed miserably and am so annoyed.

Things will work out.

I can't wait until things work out. So that I can look back on this frustration of not having a job or knowing where I will be in two months, smile, and say, "if I'd only known then what I know now."

Until then.

Road Trip?

Since August 12th I have been to 33 States.

I haven't been to:
Alaska
Washington
Montana
North Dakota
South Dakota
Kansas
Minnesota
Wisconsin
Missouri
Louisiana
Mississippi
Michigan
Kentucky
Florida
West Virginia
Rhode Island
Vermont

I have this crazy idea of going on a road trip after graduation. I could do it in about 2 weeks if I was stopping a lot and doing some sight seeing. It would be a total of 7,757 miles. The highlight of the trip would probably be Disney World and some church history sites. I think it could be a lot of fun.



I would hit all of the states I haven't visited yet except for Alaska. What do you think? Would it be worth it? Is anyone interested in a 2 week road trip or should I just go by myself and make it all about self discovery?